it's 5am. I had to get up to let the dog out. Went to use the toilet and one of the kids has clogged up the toilet and then left it there and went to bed. For fuck's sake. Since when is just leaving it a valid option? Fucking google it, asshole. Mommy is over cleaning up your shit. Literally. I'm so sick of this kid taking advantage of my hospitality. I'm so fucking mad and then I think, ok I'll listen to my hypnosis thing but FUCKING NO. SOMEONE HAS COME INTO MY ROOM AND TAKEN MY FUCKING HEADPHONES. FOR FUCK'S SAKE. So now I'm ranting on LiveJournal. Pathetic. I am NOT FIXING THAT TOILET. He can call a fucking plumber and pay them to do it but I'm not doing it. NEVER. MOMMY HAS LEFT THE FUCKING BUILDING. I'm so sick of my house being treated like a garbage dump. It feels so personal. I spent over 20 years dedicating my life to these assholes. ASSHOLES. Why can't someone take care of ME?